I have been struggling a lot lately. I want to make more kawaii artistes for you guys, but I just haven't had any will to draw lately. I have like five different projects I should be working on for this account, but whenever I start working on one, I just feel lonely.
Some of it has been because of school. I have a lot of home work I have to do. But for the most part, I just haven't been feeling any sparks. I do not know what to do. I don't want to become one of those accounts that just stops posting for good and remains a dark void for all eternity because of their inactivity. But whenever I try to do anything related to this account, it feels like a chore.
Do you guys think I should just take a break from DA for a while and stop posting art? I don't want this account anymore if I'm not getting any joy from it. But I don't want people to stop watching me because I stop posting art for a while. Maybe if I take a break like Thesweetkawaiipotato I might get the will to draw again.
I've also been thinking about starting a troll account on DA. It's nice creating real art, but I've really wanted to make some joke art for a long time now. Sometimes I just get tired of putting in so much effort only to have haters come and make fun of me. And don't worry, I'd only troll the haters if I made the account.
What do you guys think I should do? It doesn't help my situation that Riley has been suffering lately. I just don't know what to do.